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heart of a daughter, soul of a fighter.
( Yours sincerely, ♥ )
I'm XantheChow ♥ :)
And I'm turning TwentyONE! @ 20 September
Mayflower Primary / YioChuKang Secondary / ITE College East, Accounting.
& now Republic Polytechnic.
" RealEyes Realise RealLies "
I'm who I am today because of the choices I made yesterday.
Dont compare me to someone else because there's no one else like me.
( August, 29th ) A blogpost for my ex boyfriend, Joey voon.
*If you happen to saw this, then good for you.
Yes, you are a good guy/boyfriend.
Yes, you treat me like a princess.
You tolerate all my nonsense,
When Im drunk at clubs, you will just come all the way down just to send me home.
Yes, once you enter my life, you totally changed my life.
Yes whatever I wanna eat/craving at those weird timing you would specially deliver it to me at my doorstep even you stayed at Pasir ris and mine at Yiochukang.
Yes never did one guy chase me so long like you, despite many rejections I gave you, you still never give up.
So much hurt i brought to you is I cant let go of my previous bf that I love fucking much.
I'm sorry for that and right from the start I already told you its not easy.
All the things you did for me, I know, even though I didn't say out but I deeply appreciate.
There's sweet and happy moments when we are together, I'm not cold blooded. I can totally feel it!
I hate arguments and endless quarrels, short pain better than long pain I thought.
& you never knew those words you ever told me is so much hurtful to me.
I find it so hard to continue this relationship with you.
Through so much talks we had, you just don't seems to understand.
All these can't get in your mind, not that I don't bother to explain,
is because I had explained too many times till I'm very tired already.
I gave up, on us.
I can't be that girl you thought I can change to.
I failed to be your ideal girlfriend that you wish for and envy others.
Yes, I have to agree I felt so much loner without your companion.
All these, I choose this way. I end my happiness I know I will have.
I gave up being a princess.
I'm sorry, I can't love you the way you love me.
Thank you for all you did for me.
All those sweet messages you sent me, I did screenshots and save it.
Although my replies are cold, but I'm happy when I see all these.
I know this is all bullshit to you,but idgaf.
Just a post for you, someone worth 'remembering'
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But boy, you being too over too much.
Don't think I don't know whats going on.
What you say or do behind me, I knew.
Just wait one day, I exploded and you shall know what will happen.
To those people, you only knew his part.
You don't know my part of story so stop judging.
He know best himself who's lying who's saying what.
Joey voon, you know what exactly happened
and stop saying things that are untrue!
You know its best, yourself!
You can continue bitch about me to your good friends.
I know I'm fat, and never once I say myself slim.
You are not handsome, never did I say anything, but you are being a bastard now!
If you think they are good? Ask them to be your girlfriend then.
Go ahead and bitch about your ex girlfriend.
If you are happy when you say all these then good for you.
Whatever you do, karma is waiting.
Like you say I will have my karma for hurting you,